Mtangazaji wa redio nchini Tanzania, Diva The Bawse, amedai kuwa hatakuja kusahau msaada alioupata kutoka kwa mwanamuziki nchini Mwana FA, baada ya kutaka kujiua na mwanamuziki huyo kufanikiwa kumshawishi hadi kubadili azma yake.
Amedai kuwa alianza kazi akiwa katika umri mdogo jambao ambalo
changamoto zilimfanya alie na kutamani kujiua lakini mwanamuziki huyo
alitokea na kuweza kumsaidia kubadili mawazo yake hasi hadi kuwa chanya.
“Wakati Naanza Kazi ya Utangazaji Mwaka wa Pili tu toka nianze kazi
hio .. Niliumia sana na Maneno Ya Uzushi and nilianza kazi kwenye age
ndogo …. at One Point In My Life .. wanted to commit suicide” ameandika
Diva
“Mapenzi Hata hayakuwa sababu … Umaarufu wa Ghafla ulikuja na side 1
nzuri na side ya Pili ya Negativity za watu wenye wivu… Now ikno ‘ envy
is the new hate ryt?! what would happen if i just didn’t wake up ? felt
like that … it was like ‘ maybe i should jus take My Life and then a
single status on facebook maana i was all alone and msongo wa mawazo
ulizidi. nikawa nishalia sana … nilikuwa” Msafi sana .. too Polite and
nafsi ikaumia na maneno ya watu .. it was like Maybe i shuld jus take my
life ..”.
“Then simu ikaita .. a call from @mwanafa akiwa Yuko UIngereza
anasoma … ikaita’ then sikupokea coz nilijua Hamisi man… atanipa maneno
yake ambayo sitaki kuyasikia… sikupokea’ sikuwa nime log out facebook ..
then akanicheck with Plsssss i need to talk to you… akapigaaaa… then
nikapokea .. sauti yenyewe ilishakauka na kilio na nilichoka sana … Moyo
ulikuwa hauna raha and mambo yalikuwa ni Mengi Mno … then he said ..
ikno how you feel …”
“Then for hours and hours alifanya kila njia kubadili Mawazo yangu
hasi kuwa chanya .. sababu ananijua vizuri alijua jinsi ya Kuongea na
Mimi hadi mawazo hasi yakarudi kuwa chanya na tabasamu .. My heart
ilikuwa at peace ghafla .. sababu aliongea vitu ambavyo hamna aliewahi
kuongea na mimi in life .. hakuna alienielewa but @mwanafa wangu Saved
My life … “‘
“Am
This strong in life … he Made me .. created This Person anaendika
this status saa hizi .. kama sio yeye .. ningekuwa dead and gone right
about now .. Amma strong Mfs …. now you guys know why i love him so
much.. My cousin’ My Binamu wa Pekee … My Hamisi .. My Brother .. my
everythin … “.
Amemalizia “The Love i have for you is too deep .. hamna mwanaume
naweza Mpenda like that..hawa wote huwa wananikimbia but you always
there for better for worse … So Proud to have you in My life … You saved
me ‘ it was one dead end after another ..”
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